Sacramento weather wack as fuck. It was hot as hell yesterday.
castle and beckett finally hooked up. only took 4 fucking seasons.
good to see this on my dash again
OH GOD
WHAT IS AIR
I seriously can’t breath
oh my god
can’t
air
HOW HAVE I NEVER SEEN THIS
(Source: knewdrew)
Jessica Sanchez didn’t win. What is this fuckery?
six flags discovery kingdom saturday. better not rain /fingerscrossed.
I’m not one to blog about what’s on my mind, but once every now and then wouldn’t hurt. Not good to keep things in!
I’m a person who’s ruined countless relationships with people, but also a person that treasures the relationships that I still have. Whether I talk to that person on a daily basis or hardly at all. I enjoy when people attempt to make conversation with me. I can honestly say it doesn’t happen often.
I get irritated and annoyed very easily and I have a horrible temper. I also laugh at my own jokes because I think they’re hilarious. I’d attempt to try to be funny when someone is sad in hopes that they’ll feel better. Doesn’t always work out.
On the rare occasion someone comes to me for advice about relationships, I’ll tell them things that I probably wouldn’t do because I’m too much of a pansy. I can’t even tell the girl I like right now I like her because I think it’d make things awkward, so I keep it to myself. Actually, I’m letting everyone who’s reading this know.
I fell in love with photography. I love capturing moments with people. I love looking back on pictures and remembering the good times around that period. Whether my relationship with the person in that picture is good or bad. Photography is also more than a hobby to me. It’s a passion. Though, I have been in a photography rut. I need to pick up my camera. It’s getting dusty. Also, I shoot with a Canon 5D Classic with a 50mm f/1.8.
I have 4 awesome parents. My mom, dad, step-dad, and step-mom. They’re all amazing people. They all want what’s best for me and they support me in the things I do, whether they like it or not. They support me because I like it. When I make them proud, it’s totally the best feeling in the world.
My mom and my step dad separated though. I actually live with my step-dad right now. My mom is in a relationship with someone that has terminal cancer. She’s the most amazing woman in the world. She’s by his side even though he has cancer. Her boyfriend isn’t a bad guy either. He’s pretty awesome. I need to visit him in the hospital. He only has a few weeks to live and I’m going to malfunction when he passes away. But I know that I can’t do that. I need to stay strong, so I can show my mom it’s possible to do the same even in the hardest of times.
I’m quite the oddball of a person. I like anime, I like movies, and I like to listen to all kinds of music and be lazy because I think being lazy is the bomb-diggity. But I also love working out. I love the feeling of getting in shape and getting toned the fuck out so all the ladies will ride the eric-bandwagon because he has a nice bod. Just kidding. I actually like working out because it makes me feel accomplished. I’m also leaving for the Air Force soon. I was supposed to leave on July 19th, but I didn’t want to go to Texas in the middle of the summer. It’d be horrible and I think I’d die because I’m not nearly in shape enough to handle that kind of regime for 2 months in the blistering heat.
I can say that I’m a decent person who’s made bad decisions. I cheated on someone before. Yeah I admit it. That’s why I can’t trust myself getting into serious relationships, but I’ll still fall for someone and stick to liking that person for long periods of times without saying a word to said person.
I met my first love on an online game. That’s actually a funny story. We met on a game when we were kids. I’m kind of disappointed in myself because I forgot how old I was. I think I was like 9. We were playing Ragnarok Online on the same private server and that’s how we met. We then met again on another private server, and then we added each other on MSN Messenger. We talked and found out that we lived near each other. We also fell for each other, and we lasted awhile. We were always on and off until recently. Each and every one of those times I messed up. I pushed her away. I think if I wasn’t such a douchebag we’d still be together and at times I miss her, a lot. It’s okay, though. We’re friends now, but we don’t talk much. I still treasure our friendship dearly. I always did miss her being in my life. She’s now in relationship with a good guy. I always bagged on him because I was jealous, but at the end of the day I couldn’t be more happy that he’s treating her well.
I’m pretty lonely. I know I have friends that are more than willing to listen to me, but I don’t know. I can’t bring myself to open up to them. I have a hard time opening up to people. Which reminds me that I can’t keep eye contact with someone. Makes me feel nervous and I look away after a couple of seconds.
Well.. that’s more or less about it. I put what’s on my mind in the form of an introduction.
Hi, I’m Eric. Nice to meet you.
I gotta say.. I really do miss having someone to talk to.
